So here goes nothing..

I knew I had to write something on how my 2017 went.. I do not know if it’ll help me kick out the bad vibes once 2018 sets in.. or is this just another thing I want to look on later on.

Something is definitely wrong.. I do not know if it’s the situation that I am in but I always come down to the realization that maybe it is me. Maybe I have to change me. Maybe I am too much or maybe I ask for too much. Am I too self centered? And the worst question I have asked myself after recent events was.. Am I that of a monster?

I am not okay that’s for sure, but like they say.. it’s alright not to be okay sometimes. Sometimes admitting that you are not okay is helpful. Sometimes that’s all we need… but really is that just really it?